Getting on my grind..

So basically I have like a month left of being a freshman at Howard University. I feel like it all went by so quick, the first weeks memories still pretty much fresh in my head. In some ways I have definitely grown from what I came in here to be, but I still got plenty more growing to do. I feel like I have accomplished alot, but in the back of my mind I feel like I should have done more. But its ok..just got three years to go.

However, back to the topic of getting on my grind. This last month is very important because I feel like I'm going to be hit with a ton of work in alittle bit of time. This feeling mostly comes from the fact that I haven't really done shit in my classes. I have..but then I haven't. I know that sounds stupid but if you were in my position you would know. For example, My Ancient Law and Politics class. We got this syllabus that made it seem like we would be covering all these different books and such. I thought the class would make me very busy. Now I look back and see we havent even done half the shit that he has on the syllabus! What. The. Fuck.

I'm going to be pissed if he throws a whole bunch of shit on us in this last little month that we have left. But its ok, I'll just grind it out. Along with that class there is the dread of my life Spanish. I hate 4 credit classes, they weigh so heavily on your GPA its crazy. So I refuse to do bad in this class, it can't happen. Gotta get an A on the final. So everyday, even on them saturdays, I will be studying espanol. I will understand it and I will be speaking fluently within a few months.

Atleast I hope. lol.