Suckage.

Today sucked pretty much.

Just general suckage.

One of those days that reminded me not to get my hopes up to much cause they usually will get shot the fuck down. hard.

One of those days that makes me wish I lacked emotions like a ninja or something.

But we all know THATS impossible.

Got alot of work done though I believe. So I guess imma chill out and get some Ho chi.

Hope tommarow will be better.

Going back in time?

So I was walking out of cafe after enjoying Howard University's oh so generous lite breakfast (read: sarcasm) and was met with the usual tour group. I think its cool that my school is so popular/historic that we get tours almost everyday of the week, but sometimes that shit is annoying. Huge crowds blocking up doors and I really dont like alot of people around me anyway. However, this time I noticed that they had Howard folders and that reminded me that we were having open house for incoming freshmen today. Oh how time turned back for me..

See I never did take a tour of Howard's campus. Atleast not an official one. My mentor and a family friend showed me around a few times, but I never was in one of those big tour groups. But seeing them still sent me back in time, back in the beginning of first semester when everything was so new. Watching them be all excited and take pictures really brought me back. It also made me think..was I like that back then? Was I acting like that just a few months ago? In the long run it was a good feeling and I was happy for their excitement. I just wish the would come in smaller groups!

I feel like I had something to talk about..

But it slipped my mind. So I guess I'll just link this hilarious video a friend showed me on youtube..



Key Hilarious Part: "What set you rep??" "East tokyo!" "You done said the wrong answer motherfucker!!!!"

Getting on my grind..

So basically I have like a month left of being a freshman at Howard University. I feel like it all went by so quick, the first weeks memories still pretty much fresh in my head. In some ways I have definitely grown from what I came in here to be, but I still got plenty more growing to do. I feel like I have accomplished alot, but in the back of my mind I feel like I should have done more. But its ok..just got three years to go.

However, back to the topic of getting on my grind. This last month is very important because I feel like I'm going to be hit with a ton of work in alittle bit of time. This feeling mostly comes from the fact that I haven't really done shit in my classes. I have..but then I haven't. I know that sounds stupid but if you were in my position you would know. For example, My Ancient Law and Politics class. We got this syllabus that made it seem like we would be covering all these different books and such. I thought the class would make me very busy. Now I look back and see we havent even done half the shit that he has on the syllabus! What. The. Fuck.

I'm going to be pissed if he throws a whole bunch of shit on us in this last little month that we have left. But its ok, I'll just grind it out. Along with that class there is the dread of my life Spanish. I hate 4 credit classes, they weigh so heavily on your GPA its crazy. So I refuse to do bad in this class, it can't happen. Gotta get an A on the final. So everyday, even on them saturdays, I will be studying espanol. I will understand it and I will be speaking fluently within a few months.

Atleast I hope. lol.

Things that Annoy Me Part 2

Ok this one imma do two.

1. Not using the heat that you pay for.

So my mom is just against using the heat. And she is not alone. Alot of parents just like not using the heat that they bought/pay for. Now I understand sometimes its just gonna be cold for awhile and it will warm up later. I also understand that sometimes I should be wearing something more then shorts and an undershirt. Sometimes its time to put on some lounge pants or something. But when I need to wear a HOODIE? Theres a problem. Just because its technically spring does not mean its warm now and that we don't need heat. This is just like when its technically winter but you still have a few hot days. So use the air or turn off the fuckin heat! Geez. When I get my own house with my own heat, I will be sure to use it.

Annoyance Level: Like a 4..its really not that bad. In fact I kinda like wearing a hoodie in the house..but I dont like waking up with cold feet.

2. Looking over my shoulder

I get it sometimes, I might be sitting in a position where you can easily see what I'm doing. Things catch peoples eyes and you wind up looking, we all do it, thats fine. But when I'm sitting somewhere and you have to actually walk over and look at what I'm doing..thats not cool. And then not just look, but read! Read all my convo's on facebook or read what I'm doing. Also not cool.

Its not like I have stuff to hide, its not world domination or something like that. Its just simple privacy here. I dont bust into your room and look at what your doing on the computer. Mostly cause I dont care, but also because I respect your privacy. Geez.

Annoyance level: I'll give this one like a 6 cause it semi pisses me off when people do this. Keep to your own shit!

Old School Jooooint.

This song was and still is the shit. I wonder what happened to Slum Village...

Oh yeah, its not the actual video because embedding was disabled on it. But no matter..enjoy!

Classic Movies: Do The Right Thing

This movie is a classic in my book and everyone should see it, just like Smiley would say, Th-th-th-th-three times!!!!

Why three?
The first time: Just watch it to laugh. The movie is hilarious. In fact it was the first film Martin Lawrence was in. And all the scenes with Robin Harris are hilarious too.

Second time: Analyze it, take in the commentary on race, especially black people, that Lee put in this movie. I think this movie is great because it hits many of the problems in the black community, from our racist attitudes to the problems in our families. This movie hits home.

Third time: Finally just appreciate the movie. The acting is superb, I really feel like all the characters could be walking down my street right now. (Well maybe not now..but in the early 90's). Its a masterpiece of film making, and as soon as I find it on dvd I'm buying it.

So yeah, Do the Right Thing, classic.